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Como su doctor no creyó que quisiera suicidarse, se tomó inquietante selfie 7 horas antes de tratar

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Como su doctor no creyó que quisiera suicidarse, se tomó inquietante selfie 7 horas antes de tratar
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Milly Smith, de 24 años, es blogger y aboga por la salud mental. Tiene millones de seguidores en su cuenta de Instagram por hablar sobre y fomentar la inclusión de todo tipo de cuerpos. Recientemente reveló que sufría de trastorno limítrofe de personalidad, una condición que le dificultaba regular sus emociones y que ocasiona drásticos cambios de ánimo.

Cuando Smith era una adolescente, fue a un doctor y le confesó que intentó suicidarse, pero él no la escuchó y le dijo que no se vería “suicida”, reporta Today.  “Tomó mucho coraje ir hasta allá en un estado tan vulnerable. Me sentí horrible e invalidada y sola”.

You know what’s amazing? Being able to look at yourself and feel fucking good… Not because your body conforms to what society wants it to. Not because you’ve just lost weight. Not because you’ve posed your body into a more ‘flattering’ angle. Not because you’re un-bloated that day (I’m actually super painfully bloated, thanks uterus) Not because you’ve got clothes that make you look slimmer… But because all of that doesn’t even enter your brain. You just feel great from head to toe because your soul shines through like a diamond and you know in your heart you’re a good person. . I truly believe that once you start to love yourself from within, from your soul that you’ll see your outer beauty much clearer ❤️⭐️ . . Bra is from @bouxavenue as I get asked every time

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Así que la semana compartió esta selfie del día en que intentó suicidarse, para decir algo importante: los problemas mentales son invisibles a los ojos.

This photo was taken just 7 hours before I tried to take my own life for the 3rd time. This photo was taken in the morning, we went for a walk and for some food with Eli. We laughed and enjoyed our time. That evening I took an overdose that left me in hospital for a week. . I had no idea I'd try to take my own life in the morning, I was smiling and loved the way my hair looked hence the selfie. Having BPD (undiagnosed for so long because the NHS wouldn't listen) means that my mood can switch to suicidal in seconds over the slightest trigger. . Suicidal isn't just crying, for those with a troubled life and long build ups to breaking point, it's also snap decisions made whilst your son sleeps in the same house and your loving partner kissed you goodnight hours before. . We need to learn how suicidal tendencies can present themselves beyond our ignorance to the topic. By listening and learning even the tiniest triggers/signs we can save lives. ❤️

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“Esta foto la tome sólo 7 horas antes de intentar quitarme la vida por tercera vez.

Esta foto la tome en la mañana, salimos a caminar y come con Eli. Nos reímos y disfrutamos. Esa tarde tomé una sobredosis que me dejó en el hospital una semana. No tenía idea de que intentaría quitarme la vida esa mañana, estaba sonriendo y me encantaba como se veía mi cabello así que tomé esta selfie. Sufrir de TLP (sin diagnosticar por tanto tiempo porque la NHS no escuchaba) significa que mi ánimo puede cambiar en sólo segundos por el más mínimo gatillante.

Estar suicida no es sólo llorar, para aquellos que tienen problemas y que la acumulación de estos los llevan a algo, son también las decisiones tomadas mientras tu hijo duerme en la misma casa que tú y tu pareja te besa antes de irse a dormir.

Tenemos que aprender como funciona la gente con tendencias suicidas más allá de nuestra ignorancia sobre el tema. Podemos salvar vidas si tan sólo identificamos los más pequeños gatillantes y señales”.

Low moods aren't a sign of weakness. Suicidal thoughts aren't a sign of weakness. Not washing in days is NOT a sign of weakness. Not being able to control your emotions is not a sign of weakness. Being too afraid to step outside the house is not a sign of weakness. Asking for help is NOT a sign of weakness. Allowing yourself to feel all the feels is not a sign of weakness. Falling deep into darkness is not a sign of weakness. . I woke this morning with a feeling of dread on my chest like a ton of bricks. Suicidal thoughts were circling around my brain and I could feel my energy draining whilst batting them away. It doesn't make me weak. It makes me a human who's mentally ill, a strong, wonderful and badass human who fights daily for herself and her son. . Today was a day I managed to fight, get dressed and spend some time with Eli after nursery; a thought that seemed impossible only hours earlier. If I couldn't do all that and spent the day in bed instead I would still be a badass, fighting and living another day and NOT weak. If all you did today was survive then YAS FUCKING GET IT!!! Because surviving when you feel suicidal is hard work (worth it) but hard work. . Don't let the darkness dull your light. You are worthy of the space you take up, loved and powerful beyond measure.

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La foto tiene más de 12 mil likes y cientos de comentarios de apoyo, donde varias personas han compartido su propia lucha.

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